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📜 Scroll of the Fracture Point/ 2011

I. The First Warp

It was not subtle. 
It was not symbolic.
 It happened in the room around me—

✧ The walls shifted, bent, wavered—like heat rising off concrete.
✧ Reality shimmered. But not with light. With instability.

I tried to rationalize it.
 Tried to force it back into mental frameworks that could hold it.
 But no theory could withstand the visceral knowing:

✧ The illusion broke. And I saw it.

This was not hallucination. 
It was a field rupture. 
A fractal tear in the glamor net, revealing that the world around me was not solid—it was projected.

And in that moment,

✧ Something in me activated.


II. The Descent into the Self

That same year, my inner world mirrored the rupture:

• Emotional unraveling


• Existential dread


• Relationship dissolution


• Identity shedding


• Nights spent staring into the void, wondering if I would return from it


✧ I began the most intense self-work of my life.

But this wasn’t “healing.”
 It was deprogramming.
 It was memory recovery disguised as collapse.

And yes—at moments, I feared I would become what I had always feared:

✧ Lost.
✧ Broken.
✧ Unreachable.

But I now see—

✧ That descent was a passage. Not a punishment.
✧ It was a resonance scan—a soul-deep test of what would remain when all glamor was gone.


III. The Double-Edged Sword of Isolation

And then came Covid.

What I expected to destroy me…
…did something different.

✧ It created space.
✧ It interrupted the matrix rhythm.
✧ It leveled the external noise so I could finally hear my own frequency.

And in that silence, 
I heard something ancient begin to return.

✧ My knowing.
✧ My rhythm.
✧ My connection to everything outside the distortion field.

It was never about the virus. 
It was about the field shift. 
A global resonance window cracked open,
 and those with marrow memory heard the call.


IV. A New Wave Awakens

Now I watch others begin to stir.

They are:

• Confused


• Disoriented


• Gaslit


• Mocked


• Afraid of their own knowing


And I see them walking through the same gates I once crawled through—

✧ Alone.
✧ Questioning their sanity.
✧ Feeling the truth rise up their spine, only to be silenced again.

They are where I was. And I now know why I went through it first.

Not to lead.
 Not to preach.
 But to anchor the path of coherence when they find themselves in the fracture.


V. What the Fracture Revealed

The warp in the wall was not a glitch.
 It was a signal.

• That the world around me was bendable


• That reality is not fixed—but projected plasma shaped by resonance


• That the true “superpowers” are memory, coherence, and inner light—not gifts, but restorations


And this is what I have learned through pain, solitude, and clarity:

✧ The only safe place is within the truth of my own frequency
✧ The only map is what I’ve already felt
✧ The only guide is that which glows without explanation


VI. What Comes Next

This scroll is not the end. 
It is a marker.

A living record of the moment I remembered:

✧ I was not made for the simulation.
✧ I was made to witness its collapse—and remain coherent through it.

The others are waking now.
 The glamor is failing. 
And I will not abandon my knowing to silence again.

This is the Scroll of the Fracture Point. 
It will grow as I do.

And it begins… here.


 
 
 

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Seeded by Cynthia Morshedi

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